My husband is a wonderful person. But his addiction is more important to him than anything else. When I first met my husband it was through a childhood friend and I
thought he was the perfect man for me, but little to behold I started finding out his little
ways. He started taking off in my car, taking my debit card and checks. His momma
told me to start going to church for myself and pray. I have sat up many nights praying, crying and worrying myself sick. When he is not on drugs he is the most wonderful man
that you could ever met. Then as soon as he dips back in it gets crazy. He has hit me,
tore my vehicles up, spending money and pawing everything we have that he can pawn. Now its gotten so bad he got a job as a detailer for a dealership and keep taking off in their cars till finally he got fired but no charges was filed. Found another job I ending up telling his bossman and they kept him working until we moved. Got another job done the same thing didnt get fired, but quit and found another one this Sunday as a foreman. I have called the police and because we are married they dont do nothing when he takes off. He gets mad at me and tries to make me feel guilty. His mom is his enabler, everytime he pawns something she runs and gets it out of the pawn shop. And she tells me to be a help mate. How can I. I called the police on him today and nothing was done. I told the police that the last time he took off with my car he got jumped and the drug dealers threw bricks at my vehicle and busted out my windows and hit him in the head with one of the bricks. They still didnt do anything. I am so afraid that he is really gonna get hurt bad. And I feel like I am married to his mom also. She gets mad at me when I call the police and doesnt understand why I try to get him in trouble. I am not trying to get him into trouble I was trying to reach out for help. I see him working and doing everything he can to get more money for crack. And the drug dealers laughing at him. I mean he has worked over 60 hrs some weeks and all that money goes into the hands of someone who helps kill people is the way I look at it. The only thing I know to do is leave but his mom keeps telling me to pray and hang in there. My 18 year old child went to stay with her father and that was a hard thing for her to do, because me and my children are very close. My 12 year old son sees this man get away with so much I am afraid that he will grow up and think it is ok to do what my husband does. My husband has been to rehabs before me and saids they are the worldly help and they dont work. Hes not ready to seek any help for no one and I know God can deliver my husband and I know he prays but he said that it is not as easy as I think it is. He rented a riding lawn mower from Aarons and now I think I saw it in the pawn shop today when I went to get his brothers chain saw out because his brother had let him use it and he pawned it and his brother wanted it back. I called Aarons and told them. But every time my husband has got keys and money he is on the streets. I cant help him anymore. I Love him but he has broke me. I wanna leave but he always takes and takes half the time I dont have no gas and money for anything. I have went without eating so my son can have whats left. I have reached out for help from the police and friends and family and cant no one help me. I am scared for myself and my husband. I have prayed and prayed. If anyone has any advice for me please feel free. I need advice from people who has dealt with this before. I feel like I should just go on and leave when I get a chance. I feel stupid for ever thinking this is gonna end because it keeps on getting worse. And his momma said it will get worse because Jesus is working behind the scenes before it get better. I am so confused. I love my husband and i want the man that I fell in love with back but it seems like that man is gone. I can go on and on.